A cracked smile and a silent shout

how did that happen

Thu, 29 Nov 2007 08:29:54 GMT

27 years today

sticky

Tue, 11 Sep 2007 19:13:20 GMT

stuck
stuck
stuck
stuck
stuck
stuck
stuck

in a rut.

way out?

Karma

Mon, 20 Aug 2007 22:08:03 GMT

- Proved itself to me this weekend -

- It DOES exist -

- All you lot who are a bunch of cunts to people for no reason -

- It will come back to sort you out -

WE ARE HUMAN AFTER ALL

Wed, 13 Jun 2007 22:41:00 GMT

you're on the phone, you're all alone
i look at you, i look at you
cry
binoculars on my eyes
how come no one's over?

you're on the phone, you're all alone
hand to phone, hand to phone
she talks to you in monotone
why can't i come over?

hand to phone.

we should shine a light on

Tue, 22 May 2007 01:22:32 GMT

Hiyaz!

I thought I should update this seeing as I haven't done one for ages, and because I am incredibley bored tonight.

BASICALLY I went for a 'nap' at about 8pm as my sleeping pattern is all fucked up from partying ... its a hard life I tell ye. Anyway, aye I went to sleep and had a pure awful nightmare type thing - to summarise I smashed Dahl in the face with a tennis ball and blood was coming out his mouth, then I watched a video of Ally McBeal being decapitated. It was totally bizarre... then I woke up and felt dead scared as there is nobody in the flat (Ella is at her parents). So I went on the trusty old internet for some cyber-company and Geo suggested we go out for a wee midnight munch, so he picked me up and we went for burger n chips! He is a hero.

Aye so thats where I am at now. Sitting in front of the PC too bored/scared to go back to bed... Gus is one of the few people on msn with any chat - look what its come to!!!

Recent stuff which sticks in my mind for some reason or other;

Getting really passionate about mars drinks with valz.
Laughing at Dav's dancing at a party the other night.
Ella's big long blue skirt.
An amazing walk I went on one day, culminating in sitting at that muriel thing in Kelvingrove feeling as calm as I have felt ever I think.
When Booka Shade played 'In White Rooms' in the arches and big Kieran shielding me from cunts bumping into me.
Gus, Macky, John, actually anycunt, FLEEIN on Ella's bed rolling aboot mad wae it. Junkie basturts.

As far as that thing (life) goes...well nae news really. STILL WORKING AWAY AYE. Had my exams, went ok so far I think. Got sociology & anthropology exam on Wednesday so need to do some study for that tomorrow (should be doing it now but I am the definition of a procrastinator). Going to Leeds with Dan on Friday for the weekend to visit Russell, looking forward to a wee change of scenery.

Also majorly looking forward to summer. Planning to go nuts, not that I've needed an excuse for that over the past, 8 years? Oh dear...... When will I have weans and settle doon?

On that subject its been quite weird recently. As much as I hate to admit it, it does seem that I have become part of that partying scene. Well I dont know if there is such a thing as a 'scene' anyway but I keep turning up at these parties everyweekend and its always the same people there, people who I always thought were scenester fannies! Does that make me one? Most of them are actually really sound, so fuck it. I'd rather be at parties than in ma bed efter the garage via Mr Chips.

My A-Sexuality also seems to have increased, which is shite. I do not find myself attracted to ANYONE these days. I think I might have some serious mental problems. I think I may have been attracted to a guy on the tube the other day, not sure as I might have just liked his trainers. I suppose thats a good start though!

Music - recently been obsesed with Junior Boys, The Field, Joanna Newsom, Booka Shade. All totally stunning. Joanna Newsom's album 'The Milk-Eyed Mender' is so gorgeous. Wan track in particular called 'en gallop' is truly a work of genius. I think it is what it would sound like inside a cloud. Sublime. If you can be bothered go here;

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2-41kjCXBb0

That is a link to some piano geek playing it on the piano, cant find a link to her playing it. Its turly beautiful though, its one of my comedown favourites.

I want a harp.

xx

P.S All this Maddie shite. Pfft. Stalin once said ''One death is a tragedy, One thousand deaths is a statistic''.

Sun, 11 Mar 2007 01:49:35 GMT

Never get so attached to a poem
You forget truth that lacks lyricism
And never draw so close to the heat
That you forget that you must eat

harman/kardon

Sun, 21 Jan 2007 19:22:46 GMT

I want to live,
I want to give
Ive been a miner for a heart of gold.
Its these expressions I never give
That keep me searching for a heart of gold
And Im getting old.
Keeps me searching for a heart of gold
And Im getting old.

Ive been to hollywood
Ive been to redwood
I crossed the ocean for a heart of gold
Ive been in my mind, its such a fine line
That keeps me searching for a heart of gold
And Im getting old.
Keeps me searching for a heart of gold
And Im getting old.

Keep me searching for a heart of gold
You keep me searching and Im growing old
Keep me searching for a heart of gold
Ive been a miner for a heart of gold.

ENTERTAINING LJ UPDATE FOR THE WHOLE FAMILY

Mon, 15 Jan 2007 00:56:27 GMT

Not really. Unless the whole family happens to be pure depressed and mad fur the drugs. After reading Leo's recent LJ update I really want to take a break from the narcotics, its just that all my friends pressure me into it and I've really no choice in the matter............er aye.

That aside generally I am quite pissed off just now, and have been for months. Why is it that people are a contsant dissapointment? Why do people always sucumb to the lowest common denominator? Is there actually anybody out there who is true to what they say?

The older I get the more cynical I become, fuck knows what I am going to be like when I am 50. In a box probably at this rate....

Fucking Gwen Stefani just came on my AYECHOONS. WHY is that in my library, stupid cow. Enjoy this play Gwen for it shall be your LAST

xxx

Fiona Bradley

Tue, 12 Dec 2006 01:58:14 GMT

Friday night me and Martin and Fiona went to see Shit Robot at the arches. It was actually one of the best nights out for ages. Thats my fucking catchphrase but it wis, honest big man!

Anyway, the pills were SO strong. I had to go and sit doon in the arches as I was too fucked, you know that way you have to take big deep breaths, but the oxygen seems to have the effect of making you feel more fucked? Well it was wan of those wan, issat aye.

We came back here (via a brief visit to Kierah's for more pills, completely not needed!) and mad Lynsday joined us later, she was actually a complete riot. Although I do feel that the word riot is being a tad overused these days, but if you were to look up riot in the dictionary there would be a picture of her face (with my spare knife mask on!). William and William (is it just me or is it really bizarre that they are going out with each other and they are both called William?) also popped up later to join the madness.

Me and Fiona ended up dancing in my room until about 10am, and I mean actually dancing like total fannies. We were also bouncing on my bed and making the bed springs go with the music, ye hud to be there mate. It was actually so much fun. I think we listened to that bit in the optimo drum attack mix aboot 40 times, CUT THE MIDRANGE-DROP THE BASS! (Leo you should recognise that as I sent you it!). It is quite fantastic.

Not much more to say other than I totally love Fiona Bradley. However, Martin's chat this weekend has also been immense, gaining him entry to my top 8 on myspace, thats sooo now darling.

Here are some gorgeous pictures from the evening in question...

ATS E NICE WAN AT WAN. AW THAT WANS NICE HEN AYE

Fiona thinks she is in the auld turkish delight adverts

actual legend, CHECK MY IRON AND SPACE AGE HAIRDRYER!

what the fuck am i doing

I ACTUALLY CANT STOP WEARING SEAN'S SCARF OVER MA HEID WHEN I'M FUCKED.

fucking gorgeous or whit

actually sums up wur friendship hen x

Saturday went to ABC. Was ooooooooooooooooook I suppose. I think as a club generally its a total shiter, but it was wee Mark's birthday and I had itchy feet so me and Martin went. Met loads of people there. Went to a party in Maryhill which was full of a few fannies, including one horror gay who was so fucked he kept smashing things and staring at people, he was actually giving me the fear. Certain other people (you know who you are!) done stupid things that were just really shite on the guy who invited us back (who is actually brand new). Anyway, I noticed on one of the lassie's myspace's tonight (who was at the party) that she commented ''those wee dicks trashed the bathroom, thats what you get when you invite 16 year olds up''....so it didnt go unnoticed. I know people wanty have a laugh and go a bit mental, but you need to show a bit of respect for people's hooses...otherwise ye'll huv nae parties tae go tae!

Anyway thats me AFF the high horse.

BTW - How do you get people to read this, like how do you make friends, new ones that is?

Peace! xxx

Humanity

Thu, 07 Dec 2006 19:12:05 GMT

I was in Buchanan Street Tube station after work there, waiting in the Q to buy a ticket tae get hame. This wee woman comes up to me and asked me if I was about to buy a ticket. Being the cynical bastard that I am I immediately assumed she was one of the following;

1. Homeless
2. A junkie
3. Insane

Anyway I replied yes I am buying a ticket and she handed me her all day tube ticket.....

HOW NICE!

I gave her a massive smile and said thank you very much.

This is for you wee woman, you TOTALLY restored my faith in the human race ... for about 5 mins

hee x

So I got a livejournal...

Wed, 06 Dec 2006 23:33:50 GMT

...Hello.

Is this thing on?

The question is, do people actually use these things?

And more to the point..... who actually reads them?

I've just realised I am literally talking to myself, MIBBAE thats the point?